Even with the curtains closed, the bedsit is ridiculously bright. Leaning forward, as the window is obscured by the TV to my immediate left, I see seven blocks of window frame delineated sun-brightness pushed against the infected-yellow pallor of the curtain. There is the sound of seagulls, a clamour of urgency and antagonism, explosions of sound leading to a climax, a gull-epiphany, and then a fade out to the silence of cars, of taxis, of the rubbish truck making its way along the street, emptying the communal bins.
I didn't sleep well last night - not after 4am or so. I kept waking up every fifteen minutes, these quarter hours of sleep punctuated with restless dreams, none of which I can remember now. I eventually got up ten minute before the alarm, had a shower and now sit in this too-bright bedsit waiting to go to work.
Last night, as I was dropping off to sleep, there was the sound of a church bell chiming. I could barely make it out, the noise just hovering on the edge of consciousness. I woke myself up, listened for it more carefully - yes, it was definitely there. It was an incredibly lonely and isolated sound, but also seemed to be surrounded by other sounds, none of which I could quite distinguish. I checked my watch, expecting it to be midnight, and I saw that it was 12:17AM. There was no reason for a bell to chime at this hour, even one on the far reaches of consciousness -not that that there is a church around here that is armed with such a bell. I imagine the bell tolled to bring in deep summer, rang in some hidden church of sunburn, fever and seagulls.